raining today. going through some pictures i've taken recently. sharing some of the ones i like...
Monday, February 15, 2021
Monday, February 1, 2021
falling (the best we can do)
when we are very young
and first learning to walk
mostly we fall down
this is the best we can do
but
falling isn't failing
if
each time we fall
we get back up
and try again
and so we take another step
or two
and we fall again
and again
we get back up
and we grow
as we walk on
and sometimes
we stumble
and sometimes
the path is full of obstacles
that trip us up
and still
mostly we fall down
and still
this is the best we can do
and one day
we learn
that walking
is
falling
that with each step forward
we fall
and we catch ourselves
over and over
and this
is the best we can do
Friday, January 29, 2021
windfall
i didn't mean for the post i did recently regarding the mono wind event to sound like i was bemoaning some tragedy that had befallen us. i only meant to relate an experience. if anything, what came down in the mono wind was truly a windfall.
there will be a lot of work cutting up and clearing the fallen trees but we'll be getting a lot out of it...
those trees will provide us with firewood that will keep us warm for years.
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photo taken 11/20/2019 |
since the trees that came down were live we can use some of the wood to grow more shiitake mushrooms.
a recent flush of our log grown shiitake mushrooms |
our local fire safe council has a free chipping program. they will come out and chip anything up to 3" diameter that is stacked appropriately and readily accessible to their equipment which means all the smaller branches can be made into wood chips and used to grow winecap mushrooms, mulch the gardens, and keep a clean, dry surface in the duck yard (which, after they "fertilize" it, gets composted and goes into the gardens to feed the fruits and vegetables that feed us).
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bucket-o-winecaps harvested last september from a crop grown on wood chips that also serve as mulch for the raspberries |
wood chips keep a clean, healthy environment in the duck run by catching manure and soaking up the water from all the splashing around the ducks do just being ducks |
another benefit of fallen trees is that many of them, although living, were holding a lot of dead, dry wood that made for an inaccessible fire hazard while they were standing. now that they're on the ground we can clean things up and take some of the fuel out of our immediate area.
so, i don't see what happened due to the mono wind as a hardship or misfortune in any way. i think it was a pretty good deal and i'm grateful.
water in the creek
Monday, January 25, 2021
winter has arrived
we've had a long stretch of dry weather and very mild temperatures. it's been pleasant but we always get a bit anxious when we go a long stretch without getting rain in the winter. yesterday it clouded up and cooled off considerably. we got 4-5 inches of snow overnight. it's finally looking and feeling like winter.
looking wintry |
don't think they even noticed |
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love those branches |
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"YAY, WINTER!...YAY, SNOW!...YAY, I AM SNOW!...YAAAAY!!!" |
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garden gate |
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"blech! insides me now, human!" |
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monster oak felled by mono wind of last week |
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majestic snow creature zane |
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sweet puppy zane with a "snose" |
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fig trees |
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snow party! |
more wintry weather to come!
mono wind event
on monday night (the 18th of january) zane got me up around midnight to go out for a pee. there was a breeze and an eerie howling/roaring/rushing sound in the distance---something tremendous was coming. we went back to bed and i woke up around 2am to the most incredible wind i have ever experienced. the house was being buffeted. i could hear objects being picked up and thrown around. there was just enough light to see the tree tops twisting around violently. by 3am the power went out. the wind continued until about 9am tuesday morning.
it's called a mono wind event...
(from an informational pamphlet issued by the national parks and national weather service)
"...Mono Winds are strong winds that blow downhill across the western slopes of the central Sierra
Nevada from the northeast. In an ideal atmospheric pattern, air moving from the northeast and flows up
and over the high peaks of the Sierra Nevada. As this air rushes several thousand feet downhill, it
increases in speed and also dries out. The rugged topography of the Sierra Nevada also causes the air
to be funneled through tight spaces which further increases its speed. This results in winds that can
reach speeds of 50 mph or more. Mono Winds form when an area of high pressure sets up over the Great Basin. Air flows in a clockwise direction around high pressure. In some situations, the air is “squeezed” better than others because of the differences in pressure in the atmosphere. The more air is squeezed, the faster it blows. In a typical Mono Wind event, winds reach speeds of at least 50 mph while stronger events can see winds exceed 100 mph!..."
we lost several large trees and part of the asphalt roofing on the back of our house. the garden fence was damaged as well as a few fruit trees. the power was out for a little over 72 hours...
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staal, patching the roof in preparation for the soon to come rain and snow |
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fence on north side of the orchard garden...several fruit trees buried in a tangle of huge oak limbs |
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broken 4x4 corner post on the southeast side of the orchard garden |
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this massive oak in front of the house could have taken out our power pole and hit the house but it somehow fell alongside the driveway without even causing any blockage |
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benji, enjoying a climb on the fallen oak pictured previously |
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one of several broken and fallen trees around the property |
we were very fortunate and i'm grateful. we've repaired the garden fence and the roof
and done some chainsawing and cleanup (thank you for the help, mama). we used our generator to pump water and make light when we needed it. we were able to go about our daily business without hardship. some people had large trees fall
on their homes and cars. some people don't have a generator. some
people still do not have electricity. the county has declared a state
of emergency.
my gratitude to all the people who worked and are still working long, hard hours to clear roads and restore power.
Monday, January 18, 2021
carry me
the end of our morning walk
nearing home
he pauses and holds out a paw
(the one he injured the day before)
looking at me a bit helplessly
it's just a scrape
and he's only bumped it
but his expression is so earnestly imploring
it breaks my heart
i ask him if he wants me to carry him
this seems enough to encourage him onward
and he manages without the slightest limp
as we walk i tell him
i would carry you
...forever
and i mean it
he carries me everyday